Just want to say that the blog starts tomorrow (04/06/12). I will start writing at the afternoon. Normally, I will release a new article on the afternoon of each school day. But sometimes, I will not post articles because I'm busy.
The OFFICIAL DATE of the blog beginning is: 4/06/12 :)
I'm in 2nd high school grade and I'm in love of a boy from the 4th grade. He's handsome as F*CK ! You can not imagine ! Well, he has a girl friend: slim, long & black hair, not that beautiful, . . .
Recently, I took a lot of weight and I started acting and dressing like a boy, but I saw him and everything changes ! Here's the program:
- I am going to loose weight (20kg). - Start dressing like a girl (jewelry, nails, perfume, . . .) - Act like a Dame but not like a "little girl" - Be the 1st in my class, be really intelligent - Be "extremely" beautiful ( I pray The Lord lol ;) - Look, seduce, smile and get noticed by him a lot
Yeahh !!! No need to study anymore :) ! School's off, it's amazing (even if I love school) ! But . . . my friends, my boys, my swaggers: this guys gonna miss me SO much. I love them and I just wanna dedicate that ariticle for them :) !
Today, it was Math exam (4 periods) :) ! It was pretty good and easy, I really enjoy and I didn't stress this time lol :) ! And I was sitting next to Yas !! Today, she was dressed normal (but SWAG), as she was really tired: she seems not that beautiful. Maybe she's not that perfect that I though ?! Now, I wonder how she will be tomorrow: NORMAL OR SUPER BEAUTIFUL (like always) !? But me, I was ok. Dressing between normal and . . . I don't know, I dress to hide my curves and a kind to hide my face too lol ;) But I put earings and wristbrand, 'cause I love that ! That's me or I'm becoming "A Girl" instead of "That Girl" ? Whatever, I WILL change and becoming myself :D !
Today, I had Sciences and Technology examinations ! For Technology, I think that's easy, and as I don't wanna become an engineer, if I have like a B, I will be so happy :) ! But for Sciences, . . . ahhh !!!!!!!!!!! My mom makes me study really good so for the exams I knew all the anwsers. That was amazing and pretty cool. Maybe I'm becoming "That Clever Girl" :) ?!
Today, when I arrive at shcool, nearly nobody come to tell me "hello", but when Yas comes everybody was like jumping on her to tell her "hello". She was really feminine today. Me, I was like always normal (UGLY).My exams started today ! Today, it was English. That was really easy and good ! But for the speaking part, I speak good but Yas, she speaks really good. And now, I know that ALL the boys like her. They're so nervous, when she is looking at them with her pretty face and her green eyes. Me, I'm just "That Girl" ! Kinda "That Ugly Girl" :) !
Florian is a popular guy, we become friends. But now, I learn that we are more than that we're bros. He's great and I really like him. I've got amazing friends and that's pretty . . . amazing ! But I've got a problem I'm jealous of my best friend, Yas ! She's perfect !! I'm SO SO SO JEALOUS ! She can sing, dance, she's slim, she's really clever and really good student, really really really (x a thousand times) BEAUTIFUL ! She makes melt all the boys. She's so perfect but I still love her 'cause she's nice, sympathetic, trustwothy . . . PERFECT. Me, that's sure, I will never makes boys melt ! I'm just that plain (UGLY) girl . . . Maybe I should be call " That UGLY and FAT Girl" instead of "That Girl" !!??
Ps: I've did a interview and a photo for a magazine. That's GREAT ! And Yas didn't do it ! Maybe it's my time to shine ?
Restarting. Feeling like I'm good. I saw my professionnal pics from Yas's BD, and for the 1st time, I found myself . . . good. I was looking pretty. But Yas, she was so beautiful. She's kinda annoying because she's so perfect. Whatever, at school, people stop laughing at me. It's cool ! But now, I'm going to study for the exams, and I already now which kind of person I will be in 2nd class . . . I will be ME ! I hope.
Today, I was really sad and feeling like if I was nothing. Because: everyone is mucking at me, I feel horrible and fat, I've got a C at my report card ( in Sciences), . . . But I've got really good friends who help me to get self-confidence. Yas and the other girls help me. I've been talking to Yas on the dinner time, then we were going to the park and she relly helped me with her good words. EVEN Max helps me. He's the only boys who saw that I was denied myself. He always says to me: "Why are you hating yourself ?" He always says to me me that I have good looking and helped me like the girls. My friends are amazing. Maybe I'm "That Girl" but I'm also "That Girl with her good friends" !
Now, everyone laugh at me for everything I do, the face that I have, the way I run, . . . Cool :( ! It was just missing that ! Even if I am the delegate, they love mocking of me. But for Yas (my BFF), everything's good. The most clever boy of the class love to hanging out with her, love to be with her, . . . That's normal, she's the most clever, beautiful, funny, feminine girl of the class ! And every other boy, do the same and turn red when she look at them with her green eyes and beautiful face. Yas don't have to wonder about who she is. She's herself "The Beautiful Yas", NO ! Better "The PERFECT Girl" ! But me, I wonder if I am still "That Girl" or I become "That Ridiculous Girl" . . . ?